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The Works

Everything and anything.

When nothing will fit anymore

and then you top it off with the special sauce.

Whether you like it or not

Life is nothing short of the works.

It throws everything at you

and all you can do is eat it.

Not everyone will grin and bear it.

Most will grump at the things they don’t like.

When that happens you can sympathize and then move on.

Or continue eating your own way through the works.

Hearing Loss

Like sight no sound found

would break my world apart.

I want to know who is near me

even if I can not see them.

The mystery of how Mom knew

would no longer be a mystery.

Hearing someone’s voice is precious.

I want to love them and the words mean more when heard.

Nightmare reaction

Too tired to eat breakfast.

It’s already noon.

The murmuring in my sleep

The anger I felt so clearly

The desire to never see my ex again

Never talk to him, never see him

My anger at his behaviour in the dream

Mirroring the behaviour I used to see

Knowing he hasn’t changed.

Realizing I’m still so angry at him

For what he turned me into.

A quivering, anxious, angry woman responsible for the mess he left on his children.

Life without Electronics

It is a privilege.

Not a right.

Too live without means boredom.

Or finding other ways to entertain yourself.

I have other means to connect to the internet

Even though my computer monitor is dead.

Will I live through this troublesome time.

Yes, I believe I will.

I can do it.

But as an addict might say

….. “I don’t wanna!”