Author: drachenkreiger

Life is uncertain.

I can not expect to get what I want

without putting in the hard work.

I know I have a good chance

but anything might derail my mission.

So, I continue on

doing the job of searching for my potential

knowing one day

I will find it.

Eggshells to walk on.

Mouth carefully forming words.

Emotions to be regulated.

Ones not your own.

Why must I be the one to stay quiet.

Can we talk about this.

I can be patient.

But my time is not unlimited.

Stories are based on truth.

Some are embellished.

Others repeated word for word.

Ideas form.

Nothing new.

Merely a new way to do something.

That is when people laugh and exile you.

Still do not give up.

Life wins the majority of liability cases.

No one is looking over the shoulder.

No one is expecting me to be accurate.

I am trying to do the budget.

Still have old fears that won’t die.

Maybe someday I will be more comfortable in my spending and savings.

Perfection is easy for some people.

They make it look so effortless.

To be so put together is envious.

I will just look away avoiding eye contact.

To be able to have common sense.

To understand your place in the world.

Nobody tells you about the trials and tribulations.

Yet, experience is the only way to reach it.

No wonder as I grow older I see more possibilities

and regret the ones that closed.

Swords for training.

Questions unanswered.

Feeling alone, desperate.

Just once I would like some certainity.

Not merely wishful conjecture.

Scams are every where.

Caution is never not needed.

One moment of inattention is all it takes.

Curiousity over rules common sense.

We still fall for it.

Some just get more hurt than others.

Bragging is unacceptable.

Boasting means arrogance.

Being proud of yourself requires attention.

Confidence in your abilities is not bragging.

I know my worth.