Feeling Irate

Helpless.

Anxious.

Insecure

and wanting protection.

Afraid.

Unsure.

Desperate

not having the answers.

Injustice.

Unfair.

Doubts

about rightful conduct!

Who can blame a parent when it comes to the future of their child?

Who dares to make them angry?!

Cute and Cuddly

The warmth of their body lying next to yours.

When they fall asleep on your lap.

The chest cuddles are a favorite when the purring begins.

The sense of belonging and of being loved.

Any animal shows you how they care.

Some have scales or wings

while others have fur and paws.

All are adorable and love to give us love!

Panic Attack Imminent

That constricted air flow.

The tears that refuse to stop.

The stomach churning that hurts!

The esophagus that gags in time in with each churn of the stomach.

Dizziness and a headache.

Inability to think properly.

Hyper awareness of the surroundings.

Shaking of the digits before limbs begin to follow.

Not all of these come at the same time.

But today is something different!

Old Man

His body is still warm to the touch.

He has a large nose.

When he turns his head

his salt and pepper hair is tousled.

His bum rests on my thighs

as I spoon him in bed,

my breasts pressed up against his back.

I listen to his breath

as he sleeps content to be next to this man.

He says he is old but I think he has ripened wonderfully!

The Meek

How do you know when being strong

is no longer enough?

When the only option is to fall apart

because all others have been exhausted!

The reserves are drained and no longer filling back up.

You can no longer continue with the pressure placed upon you!

You break because you cannot stay together

and yet only you can be the one who must carry on!

This world has forsaken the weak

and I weep for the fallen.

Goodness Gracious

When too much

is not enough!

The holy trinity

is encapsulated in one!

A fire has broken out in hell and

there is actually a pail of water to put it out!

Getting a free sandwich

without asking for one!

To be grateful

for the things that are good

regardless of who they benefit!

Fall Mornings

The crispness of the air

smells wonderful

as coffee is sipped in silence.

The neighbourhood is quiet

only a few morning sounds

echoing along the streets

as more people wake up.

As the sun rises so does the city.

It will be a busy day.

But not yet.

Another sip of coffee before I go back in to get ready myself.

Being Angry

People say inappropriate things.

People get mad.

Someone does something that hurts you.

What differences does it make?

What is the problem?

How can this be solved?

Anger is an emotion.

One that is given bad press.

It leads people to do to bad things.

Getting rid of anger is impossible.

It will always be with us.

So the problem is…

How can we channel the anger into a problem solving path?

One that allows us to use that energy for good!