Worried

I switch back and forth

between confident

and uncertain.

Did I do this really important task

or will I find out

at the end of the month

that I did forget to do it.

So now

I do the only thing I can do.

Choose between call

and ask

or simply ignore it

and hope

the consequences

aren’t horrible.

Trusting myself

My thoughts frustrate me.

Always negative reviews.

How could I do that!

You are the worst!

You should be more like them.

Accusing me of being a bad person.

When will I learn that I’m not perfect.

So are everyone else.

Comparing myself to them is useless.

Since they do the same

Why not just believe in what I do

And know I can trust myself to do the right thing.

Even if someone else thinks it is wrong.