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Fried rice is delicious

and like other foods

tastes so much better

than if only cooked once.

Thrice fried French fries

and Refried beans come to mind.

Just don’t ask about the liver…

Admitting you are wrong

Is not easy to do.

Most of us

try to brush it off

as a once off.

Yet, the most crucial part

of any relationship

is knowing when to admit

you made an error.

Whether it be

situational, emotional

or physical,

we are all human

and no one is perfect!

Things look bleak.

Mental health feels weak.

Yet strength does come

and I find myself no longer numb.

Dumb, I know, but true.

You know it needs to be done

yet somehow

it gets delayed

time and time again.

So why is it

that until the deadline looms

that we then rush around in a panic

to get it done?

Blaming ADHD feels like a cop out!

No on

Racecar

Naan

Mom

Pop

Dog god

Saw was

Same

Back

and forward

I think I have?

But…

What if I did not?

Can I really remember?

I think I must have because….

Yet, doubt still niggles at the back of mind.

I guess I have not then?

Or did I?

I need to stop getting distracted.

First I start the kettle.

Then I get everything ready.

Mug in place.

I pour the water in to the filter.

For some reason or other

I wander away

Only to come back to

A full cup of cold coffee.

The weekend.

Relaxing.

Enjoying the company.

Talking and visiting.

Peacefulness.

Happiness with laughter.

Feeling good.

You worry

and do your best

to try to not make mistakes.

Yet, they happen.

The litany inside your head

SCREAMS

idiot

Idiot

ID I OT

IDIOT

You stupid fucking idiot!