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Happy

Joyful

Sad

Alone

Angry

Content

Frustrated

Thankful

Back and forth

The world will never be done

Eggshells are strewn across the floor.

Nowhere to look.

Watch your step/

Footsteps loud as thunder.

Panic streaks electric through.

One eye open

does not always mean you stay safe.

I think it was a good one.

Yet bad things did happen.

I choose to ignore certain problems.

So tomorrow I will have to face them.

Unless I once again balk.

It slows to a crawl

When you are bored.

It goes so fast

When the video game

Refuses to let you go.

Momentary distraction.

Uncertain thoughts.

Found the inevitable.

Justice is forgotten.

Banned for a week.

Tomorrow night

due for another round.

One crisis

after another.

What do i do

when there are no crisis’s

to solve

or manage?

Can I truly relax

while I wait for the next one?

Or am I making some

because that is what I am used to?

Without context

it would mean goodbye for many.

Today, it means

I a simply tired.

Too exhausted to care.

All I want to do is crawl under the blankets

and read or scroll.

In that way, it has won.

Though, I suppose I could call it self care?

Sun shines

Through the rain.

Birds chirp

And flock to the feeder.

My brain

Sluggishly comprehends this.

Sleep is what I desire.

My cat demands otherwise.