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Sleeping past noon.

No energy.

Simple tasks require a rest afterwards.

Eating becomes a major chore.

Still the cat wants to play

and refuses to let you just sit there!

So string time it is.

Then a nap.

If she lets me…

Craving an old delight.

Smothered with butter.

Plain or cheese?

Herbed cream cheese spread?

Smoked salmon slices?

Or warm from the bakery oven?

A tasty treat

that has not been enjoyed

for quite some time!

Don’t you ever feel guilty

Doing something that makes you happy!

Joy is fleeting

And our souls get crushed easily enough.

Don’t look down upon yourself

When you did nothing wrong.

Enjoy it.

Love it.

Be happy.

You deserve to be happy every now and then.

Hectic

Busy

Stressful

Fear

Loathing

Hatred

Fighting

Freedom

Cost

Battles

Lost

Won

Never ending drama

Life happens

Greatness you have

Love those whose names you know

And those you don’t know

Peace is fleeting

Zones get comfortable

Remember the past

Forgetting dooms us all to repeating it

You say you were bullied too?

Really?

How often would you come home crying?

Did you ever hope to avoid questions about the bruises that your shirt could not quite cover?

Felt alone because you were left by your “friend”?

Hurt others because that was the only way to avoid being hurt yourself?

Have you had to stop going to places that you once enjoyed for fear of “them” being there?

What names were your favorite ones to be called?

Nerd?

Loser?

Geek?

Four eyes?

Terrorist?

Or some other racial slur?

Are you really traumatized by the experience?

If so, then you were bullied

and like everyone else

you suffer from this – the survivors curse.

But like all survivors, we learn and we are strong

And we will do whatever we can to stop you from being the bully to your next victim!

Put it in a packet

and freeze it.

Take it out when you really need it.

Our thoughts turn against ourselves.

We burn in anguish, blame overwhelming logic.

Who would have believed

fake it until you make it

would have to be used when it comes to believing in yourself?

I try to understand.

I try to adapt.

I try to learn.

But please explain again

what is the difference

between Software

and Malware?

Most are visible.

Signs of injury

or even trauma.

The worst ones

are hidden, unseen.

No one sees them

as you hurt

and can’t explain why.

Pet

Soft

Adorable

Cats.

Perfect

Sweet

Angel

Kittens.

Petting School Announcement!

At a job site.

In a restaurant.

Getting the special.

Finding your rhythm.

Laughing all night.

Mechanical processes grinding.

Our bodies functioning.

Society at capacity.