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Doing two things at once.

Drinking coffee

and cuddling your cat.

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To be born

is a joyous experience.

That first breath

is a beautiful sound.

As the mother cries

when she looks upon her child

Nature becomes full

once more.

It is thicker

and more ornate

but it does not tarnish

like a true silver key would.

The spoon only stirs my coffee

and I definitely was not born with one.

Flown to the coop

and back to the moon.

Whatever shall become

of the smile’s return?

Do you wish to live without end

or drive into the sunsets bend?

The children are funny.

The adults are calm.

I am running

and the horses are drawn.

Go within peace

and the rest will follow.

All I wanted was some time alone.

To recover.

To heal.

Instead the news given

has driven me to the brink.

Don’t be surprised if I have run away.

Hopefully I will be back someday.

Always a strange situation.

Emotions run deep.

Or numbed by the shock.

This day and age

things are stranger

when in person contacts

are limited.

Video showings are not the same.

But if that is the way to go

Then so be it.

Boundaries are hard to understand.

Only when things are crossed

do we realize what that boundary was.

Countries have boundaries.

Some clearer than others.

Businesses have boundaries.

Some break them all the time.

People have boundaries.

Some are strictly enforced

while others are completely ignored.

The hardest part

is learning what boundaries

you should respect

and which ones need to be enforced.

Limits are there for a reason.

Being a walked over rug

will not make anyone happy.

What should I do?

I don’t want to be doing nothing.

But starting something

and then being interrupted

is very annoying.

So what to do.

Other than just sit and wait anxiously.

Plans derailed.

Phone calls to make.

Alternatives to consider.

Then choose.

Work with the things given.

Set your new goals.

Then find out

you need to change them again.

I am thankful to be alive.

I am thankful for the science.

I am thankful for the medicine.

I am thankful for the chance to be free.

I am thankful for the choices available to me.

I am thankful for the family given to me.

I am thankful for the friends that surround me.

I am thankful for the patience and forgiveness needed.

I am thankful.

Yet I still don’t understand all that is happening.

For that I am thankful to still being able to learn and for my curiousity.