I think it was a good one.
Yet bad things did happen.
I choose to ignore certain problems.
So tomorrow I will have to face them.
Unless I once again balk.
Passage of time
It slows to a crawl
When you are bored.
It goes so fast
When the video game
Refuses to let you go.
Disorientation
Momentary distraction.
Uncertain thoughts.
Found the inevitable.
Justice is forgotten.
Banned for a week.
Tomorrow night
due for another round.
A Problem Life
One crisis
after another.
What do i do
when there are no crisis’s
to solve
or manage?
Can I truly relax
while I wait for the next one?
Or am I making some
because that is what I am used to?
I let my Depression Win
Without context
it would mean goodbye for many.
Today, it means
I a simply tired.
Too exhausted to care.
All I want to do is crawl under the blankets
and read or scroll.
In that way, it has won.
Though, I suppose I could call it self care?
Pressed
When financial troubles
escalate.
Things need to be done now.
Yet, the processes take time.
My energy is low
and dealing with this
will mean I will be a zombie
for the rest of the day.
Wake up
Sun shines
Through the rain.
Birds chirp
And flock to the feeder.
My brain
Sluggishly comprehends this.
Sleep is what I desire.
My cat demands otherwise.
Impending Doom
Stress keeps coming at me quick.
I need to think and make decisions.
Until a soft furry head butts my arm
reminding me to slow down and pet her.
Frustrations Build
Simple task.
Done right away.
Easy.
Yet,
when you ask someone else
it drags on forever.
Even if there is a delicate time deadline!
Interrupting prompts
When all you want to do
Is browse peacefully
You are targeted
With intrusive questions
Annoyance sets in
Your browsing loses your interest
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