Author: drachenkreiger

Consistency.

A routine.

The ability to make lists

and stick with them.

Understanding.

Why I feel so alone.

Insightful.

Deep.

Referencing moments.

Life experiences.

Wandering lost.

Found.

Gone.

Wisdom of the self.

Falling off?

Just feels that way.

Sore and achy?

Everyday.

All day.

Tired and slow?

I’ll let you know if I ever get there.

Fuzzy on the feet.

Hands wrapped about the mug.

Sipping cautiously.

Enjoying the view through the window.

Panic.

Dread.

Important?

Good news.

Unlikely.

Won’t know until it is opened.

Quietly waiting for it to be delivered.

Anxiety spiking through the roof.

Certain places.

Certain times.

Certain sounds.

She finds me.

Puts her head against me

and demand I pet her.

Life is not what was expected.

Things turn out strangely.

Different aspects keep coming up.

Yet, you know who you are.

No one can take that away from you.

No matter how hard they try.

Go for the ribbon.

Golden circle.

Find the true Jester.

Laugh at the failures.

Realize you are one.

Take your time.

Run on as a present.

I am a horrible person.

I’m an idiot.

I’m so stupid.

Why would I do this?

This isn’t right.

Other people don’t have these problems!

Why can’t you just get it done?!

You shouldn’t be here!

I shouldn’t be crying,

but I am and all my thoughts laugh at my pain.