It is only a family supper
with ex-in-laws.
What is the fear about?
She is a formidable woman
but that doesn’t mean you are not!
She can be blunt.
You like that
sometimes.
Other times she hurts you
without realizing what she did.
Can you tell her?
Maybe now
after all these years
though you know she still harbors bitterness
maybe the bridge can be crossed
one step at a time.
Time to relax
Sleep in
Eat the bad calories
Be nice to yourself
Play the games
Watch silly videos
Have a day to be happy
and always do the fun!
It is more like rewording my skills
than it is reworking
because I must become aware
of all the potential I currently hold.
Self-awareness is key
in understanding your strengths
and then being able to utilize them
without falling into a pity trap.
So it is as I go over all my past experiences
and strive to learn my innate talents.
What am I truly good at?
And what can I do to showcase it?
Humans like to look down.
Down they see their feet
and where they can tread.
Down shows the potential dangers
that may await us around the bend.
Down shows us all those
who are still beneath us.
Down is in the past
and yet we can not lift our heads
and look up
for
Up means the future
and futures are always uncertain.
Trying something new
this morning.
We will see if it helps.
I began my day differently
trying to focus
on my health and heart.
My mind is at ease
and my body seems
fine.
So onwards with the day
and to work I go!
Routines disrupted
Chaos ensues
Time develops new schedules
Things return
to a semi-normal state
Before the next upheavel
Her sister is gone
Moved out of the house
She has no one to play with
No one to talk to
The comfort of her presence
The knowledge that she was right around the corner
Now that her sister is gone
She is lonely
Don’t get sick
Don’t get sick
Don’t get sick
That is the mantra
Running through my head
While my body screams at me
“Too Late!!!!!!!”
The headache is larger
and hurts with each sound
You know they just want attention
but all you want is quiet
So the headache will go away
and not cause you so much pain
Still it is life
and noise can not always be escaped
so live the consequences
and hope for the best
A list of all the things to do
Priorities made
and then changed
Things crossed off
and others added
Things to do today
or what about tomorrow
How important are these things
really?
I guess I can work on some of them
Or watch this interview I just came across….
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