My Fault

I choose.

This is happening

because of me.

I decided.

So it is me

who is to blame.

Yet I feel no shame.

Because I am still fighting

that battle

which everyone ignores.

I am Depressed

and I choose to be late

because I can not find the energy

to get to where I am supposed to be.

So who is really at fault?

Me?

Or society that only see me as a failure?