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Friends visiting friends.

Laughing, playing games.

Having a good time.

Joining in the fun.

Laughing about the days

when we couldn’t visit each other.

That is the dream to look forward to in these days of isolation!

My biggest problem is

I over use the same word choice

to describe multiple dilemmas

Such as

The point is

that I am a creature of habit

and when confronted

or merely excited

I observe that this is

My biggest problem

Things start to break

needing to be replaced

or repaired.

Things go wrong

and solutions need to be found.

Times get tougher

because problems get compounded.

The universe is not sentient

but sometimes

like now

it feels like it is pranking us

and I for one

do not like it!

Healthy enough to run away

Yet I won’t because….

I do not like being disappointed

though that seems my current state.

Things go wrong

and even when anticipated

things still get worse

and so this horrible limbo

of what is happening and how am I going to fix it?

Or can I?

When an old friend

is not the same as what you remember

you see how they have changed.

It is also a chance to see yourself

as someone who has grown

or slid back into old habits.

Do you fall back into the habits

when you last hung out together?

Or do you gently remind yourself

that they are a friend

and the purpose to follow bad impulses.

Even if they used to be fun.

The battles are all in mind

I fight every day for sanity

Any semblance of normalcy

My anxiety sends surprise raids

While my nerves betray me

The chemicals of mind

Unbalance my emotional state

As I struggle to get to my feet

I know my name

And before it is lost

I will shout it out

So others will take it over

And that is how I hope to leave a legacy

When a constant changes

and you have to figure why.

The worst is trying to figure out

what to do with the new dilemma.

Everything you want to do

makes everything worse.

And the worse it gets

the crazier the dream

until finally

you wake up

and still have

five hours

of the night to supposedly rest.

Obviously,

you won’t be dreaming.

Because Earth is doomed.

We are destroying it.

Nobody can do enough

when there are those who do not care

and they have money.

It is the people who hurt those

to get more than their fair share

that make this world a place of disgrace.

Paw on face

~ You should be sleeping!

Toy on pillow

~ It makes me feel better.

Nips on shoulder

~ No talking aggressively!

Sitting in front of the computer

~ Pick up the laser pointer and play with me!

Staring into my soul

~ You belong to me!

Someone will see it.

A candle in the window is traditional

but the modern era fines you for fire regulations.

Instead send a message

text, call or say Hello to your neighbour.

Be the person who smiles at strangers

and compliments on their choice in fashion.

The world needs more light

since the stars are so hard to see

we need something to guide us.