Fringe

You say without the core

the fringes would not survive.

Perhaps you misunderstand,

the fringe does not want to be the core,

they merely want to be treated with respect,

Courteousness and kindness.

All things the core takes for granted.

Mainly because they have the fringe to scapegoat.

No one wants to be the scapegoat

and doing something to change it

is what the core is really afraid of.

They don’t want to give up their comfort zone

and so try to push the fringes away – again.

When Therapy becomes Real

Pain broken voice.

Tears finally allowed to release.

Heart hurting because of truth.

Doubt, guilt and uncertainty

still trying to keep their footholds.

Seeing them

and realizing

you are still that kid

who just wanted to know

they were loved.

That they were seen.

Trying to find new ways

of accepting what is past is gone.

Someday, someday it will come.

Lost in the Move

All the excess non-comfortable clothing.

A piece of art I made back in junior high.

Many, many books.

Including the first one in a favorite series.

All? of my lip balms?

Now that the dry weather of winter is coming

(and I am sniffily sick) I want my lip balms!

Sigh, I guess I’ll just have to get more!

With the understanding, once I do, I’ll find the rest of them.