Kind hearted

My friends tell me I am.

I don’t always believe them.

I just like to help people when I can.

It is the times I go past those in need

That makes me doubt myself.

But then I have to remember

I also have to be kind to myself.

I can not help others

If refuse to help myself.

I have done that before

And if not for friends

I would not be here today.

Life gets me down

I am an optimist.

Yet, dark thoughts still intrude.

I know that they are malicious.

I should not listen to them.

So I try to act positive

in the hopes I will become more positive.

Though, one of my favorite sayings is

“It will all work out somehow!”

So am I an optimist or a pessimist disguising themselves as one?

Cat from Hell

I wish it weren’t so.

She terrorizes him

and we can’t figure out her triggers.

Anytime I acknowledge getting hurt

she tears after him, as if he was the one who hurt me.

He is not allowed in certain parts of the house.

She keeps him from enjoying playtime.

Sigh.