A Messy House

I remember the days I cleaned.

The carpets were vacuumed.

The kitchen sparkled.

The bathroom tiles were wiped down.

The hallway had no toys scattered in it.

I sit here and enjoy my morning coffee

watching the work of yesterday

be demolished in less than 20 minutes!

 

Where the head is cut

The skeleton is a mere outline.

The whiteness of the bones

barely glinting.

They have been washed

so that the contrast to the black

would be more acute!

The skull is missing.

The head that replaces it grins at me.

Even though I know October has just begun

This T-Shirt is worn year round!

 

Total Isolation

Trapped within my own mind.

My thoughts circle

around the worries and insecurities

that plague my mortal being.

Yet I still crave a physical space.

One where I hear nothing,

am bothered by absolutely no one.

To think in peace is so rare these days.

Rinse and Repeat

Crisis mode!

Easy to focus on the BIG problems.

Cut and pare away the non-immediate troubles.

Deal with the emergency.

Then try to breathe.

The main issue I have

is that every single day

puts me in this mode.

How do I live without letting it over take me?

The stress is literally killing me!

Sick and Tired

That old refrain.

I’m sick and tired.

Usually in conjunction with something else.

Well, I’m sick and tired.

I am sick therefore I am tired.

I am tired because I am sick.

I sick of being tired.

I tired of being sick.

I am sick and tired

of being sick and tired.

 

5 AM

Knock on the door.

The figure standing before me is uniformed.

“Are there any children in the house?”

I answer the questions concerned.

My neighbourhood is a good one.

A gang attack?

Next door?

They are good people…

Are the kids ok?

Oh that’s why you are asking me.

No, I am not hiding them.

After they have left

I cry and go cuddle my own babies.