Biological Clock

The rhythms of life

certain things happen

at specific times.

Like waking up at 6am

every morning

because that’s what you have done

every other day

even if you were stupid and

stayed up until 2:30am.

Of course the cats also

help with this rhythm

since they like being fed

at their usual time.

 

No Mercy for Me

Screwed up.

How bad?

Bad enough

the guilt

has its own guilt complex.

What can I do?

Run and hide?

Maybe I can stop moving?

Stay so still

no one will see me.

I’ll blend in.

People will forget me.

Stop thinking about me.

I will still be there

but no longer hurting others

or letting them hurt me.

Unexpected Mercies

If not for my friends

I would lie down in a puddle.

The tears would stream

Faster than the choking sobs.

Misery would be my constant companion

Instead a smile, a hand and a warm hello.

I am stronger because of them.

I can do more because of them.

I care.

And I know they care too.