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It is good for you,

I remind myself

as I am huffing

and puffing while

carrying the load of laundry upstairs.

I had a dream.

A plan.

An expectancy.

Then I got comfortable.

The yearning was floating around but never addressed.

Now my comfort is being taken away

and I find my desire has been broken.

Dreams are important.

They drive us forward.

Hope and determination to do what needs to be done.

Sometimes it is just as important

to recognize when you need to let a dream go.

Other times they merely change as reality hits.

I feel like breaking.

Pathetic.

A loser.

I want to project victimhood.

Instead, I have friends who show me love.

With their care, I will survive.

Life has been pushing me to the side.

I see the edge and am scared of falling.

The cliff is deep and I don’t know if I would survive.

So, I must find how I can still travel

Without slipping.

Runaway with words.

Search the nooks and crannies.

Find the hidden gems

Lost in the annals of time.

Speak the truth

but remember the future.

What you believe

is not always the natural victor.

Love your wisdom.

How many times

do you make lists?

Do you cross off items

as they are completed?

Or do they simply get put aside

when most tasks are done

and then forgotten about?

I just found one of mine

This is something I find difficult to be.

I do not have the strength anymore

to withstand certain circumstances.

Unless you use the term determined

as in, I have determined

that determination

is not one of good qualities.

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