Introspection when sick
may cause delusional results.
Forcing yourself to do things
that before you always had to do
since no one else would do them for you.
Realizing you are now in a safe space.
Yesteryear and before the trauma had built.
Looking back,
Can I say I was healthy?
Or merely coping?
I think I did alright
but nowadays I feel lazier than ever.
Except I am not lazy.
I am sick.
Saturn's Premier Poet 