I will never be good enough
or make them proud of me.
I can not be who they want me to be.
I will always make a huge mistake
which may cost me financially or emotionally.
My body will never be beautiful
not like the pictures in the magazines.
I am surrounded by doubt and negativity.
So much it feels like I am drowning!
The worst thing is these perceptions cloud my inner version of me.
Escaping them is not an option
though I will always be battling them!
Saturn's Premier Poet 